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Saturday, June 16th, 2007
6:04 pm	nothing new Hey guys, don't know if I still have any friends linked to this, but if I do I just want to tell you that I am alive and everything is going well...update more later!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
1:02 pm	It's been a while... Ok, so I haven't updated in like....months. To those who actually read my journal, I really am sorry. Here's what has been going on in my life. We moved to Paducah KY back in November. I am currently working at Dillard's in the lingerie department, and Philip is working for the same company he worked for when we lived there a couple of years ago. I am still working on getting a teaching job, but it will have to be in a different state I'm sure. Since I don't have my certification, I am interested in teaching for a private school. So, we'll see. My son will be 4 next month (July 6) and I can hardly believe it. Where have the last 4 years gone? Oh well. Anyway, not really a whole lot has been going on with me. Just trying to make ends meet right now. I'm just tired and stressed and about ready to just give up, but I know I can't. At least I'm not as stressed as I was living in Nashville. I have definitely decided not to live in another big city. I like the smaller places much better-quieter and keeps me sane. :P Well, I know I haven't written much, but I don't have much else to say. I will try to do better about keeping up with my journal (so those of you who read it will know what is going on with me). I hope everyone is doing well and I'll write again later! Current Mood: drained Current Music: shrek (Comment on this)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
4:35 pm	my weekend... Ok, I have so news for whoever is interested...if anyone will remember how bad I needed to get out of my job situation? Well, I have my 2 week notice today...we have decided to move back to Paducah KY. I do not want my son to go to metro schools and Paducah has good schools, plus I already have a job. I start on Monday, November 7. So, I have to do some heavy duty packing between now and then. Jeffrey and I are going to stay with my inlaws for 3 weeks, and then we are moving into an apartment the first of December. We've already talked to the guy about renting it. We are planning on getting a house in about a year. The only now is I need to find a relatively inexpensive car that is safe and gets decent gas mileage. I am so excited, and I feel so calm about this. I am so ready to be out of Nashville. I had to move back here to realize that I want to live in a smaller city, and I want to be in a safe environment. Yay me! Current Mood: happy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 17th, 2005
7:08 pm	more on my weekend Well, my father in law emailed us the estimate he got...if we are "lucky" it would cost $1400 to fix my car...unlucky would be $2200 or more...so, we have pretty much decided it's time to get another car. I have no idea how we are going to pay for it or anything, but my car is not worth that much to get fixed. So, any ideas on cars??? I need something safe and affordable with decent gas mileage. Any help would be appreciated, as would prayers. I have no idea how we are going to get through this...but I know one thing...we needed our eyes opened and God did that in a huge way. I'm not saying this is a blessing in disguise (although it might be) but we needed a wake up call. So, we are changing our ways and we'll just see what happens. I just don't know how we are going to get through the next couple of weeks. We have no money...at all... Help me Lord to trust in You...I'm gonna need it. Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 16th, 2005
8:45 pm	the weekend from hell.... Ok, Friday I left work early to go to an interview in Paducah KY. I get to mile marker 22 and my car dies...totally. I am at home in Nashville now and my car is still in Paducah. I have to call my husband to come get me, which he does. We got by his grandfather's house because he had a truck we could borrow. Yeah, we get to Clarksville and that dies too. Thankfully after an hour we got it started and home. I am so stressed because I don't have the money to get my car fixed or a new car. Any prayers would be helpful! I will update more later! Current Mood: stressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
6:30 pm	wonder if anyone will ask me anything.... I was tagged... You Can Ask Me ANY Six Questions:: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, naughty or pointless. __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ [[[Repost this to see what others ask you...]]] (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 14th, 2005
4:24 pm	boredom I am just sitting here in my house watching Maury on tv...I like Maury...and I have nothing else to do. I haven't been feeling good the past few days so I finally broke down and took today off work to rest and regain my strength. I still feel kinda bad, but at least I'm feeling a bit better. I have been trying to find a new job...I had a job teaching music lessons, but I'm not going to be doing that...it has kind of fallen through and even though I have a bachelor degree in music I'm not really sure that is what I'm supposed to do...I don't know anymore...I do know that I am ready to get out of Nashville...I want to raise my son and any other kids I may have in the next couple of years in a small town, not here. I want out of this apartment, and we won't be able to get a house until my husband's credit rating goes up a little bit so we can get 100% financing. I'm just so stressed about everything...anyone know of any good stress relievers??? If so I need those ideas...anything would be helpful!! Well, that's about all I know for now. Maybe someone will read this and actually comment... *sigh* (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 29th, 2005
7:13 am	sick Wow I haven't updated in a while...nothing much has been going on except that my son was sick all weekend and I've been sick since yesterday. And it's not a fun kind of sick either (not like any of it is really fun). I feel horrible, and this is the second day of work I've missed. I have to go tomorrow, whether I feel like crap or not. I wish I could work at home and be at home with my son, but I don't trust some of those work at home things. Does anyone who reads my journal know of someone who works from home? If so, any ideas on how I can get started to do that? That's what I would love to do more than anything...and once we get a house I would love to teach lessons from there and hopefully have another baby. Ah, plans...who knows if they will work out or not. I used to think my drea was to teach elementary music, but I think God is leading me in a different direction. I'm still looking for guidance on that one. Anyway, I hope everyone has a great Monday and someone please reply to this. :) Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
8:33 pm	hello out there Hi everyone! It feels like forever since I've posted...oh wait...my computer has been down...so it has been a while. (ok, sorry...in a corny mood right now) The big news of today is we had to take Jeffrey to get his hearing checked...he had it checked in October, but since he is starting preschool in a couple of weeks, they had to do a follow up one. He threw a huge fit, but once he settled down it went pretty well. And as far as they can tell his hearing is normal...yay...now that just means that he just ignores us instead of not being able to hear us-think I'm gonna have to work on that. I still can't believe that I have a 3 year old and he is going to be going to preschool in the next couple of weeks. He's going to be getting some additional speech help since his one-on-one speech therapy ended when he turned 3. He is growing up so fast. In other news, my husband and I are looking into getting a house when our lease on our apartment is up in November. We called a mortgage company today, and we already have a realtor. We should be hearing back from the mortgage place tomorrow. Any prayers would be gratefully accepted...I am so tired of apartment living and I want to get settled and I want to have another baby. But, I need more room before I can have another baby, so we'll see what happens with the house thing. I'm excited just thinking about it, but I know nothing is settled yet and I don't want to get my hopes up too high. The amount that we can get in a mortgage will decide whether or not we can get a house. And I want a house really really REALLY bad. *fingers crossed* So I'll have to keep this journal updated on that. Other than that, nothing else is really going on. Just been feeling exhausted lately and having really bad sinus headaches. Oh, and I had to get my drivers license renewed, because I'll be 25 on Sunday and that's when my old one expired. I really hate getting those license pictures taken...I so wish they would be more flattering...oh well. If I move in November or December I'll have to get another one with my new address on it so maybe I won't have to have the crappy picture for long. *sigh* Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well and it is almost Friday!! YAY!!! Current Mood: optimistic Current Music: none (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 25th, 2005
10:38 am	HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANA!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
9:30 pm	YAY!!! I have my computer back up and running!! Now I can actually post to your comments!!! :P (Comment on this)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
10:38 am	quick note Sorry I haven't been posting...my computer at home is down and we are awaiting a new motherboard. So I hope everyone is doing well and I should be back on in a week or so!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
6:04 pm	sunday night Well, I guess it's about time to update again. It's been an ok weekend...I've had a really bad cold all weekend, so I haven't really been feeling all that great today. Oh well. It'll get better eventually. My son's lip is finally looking better (no thanks to the ER doctor) and we are all going to Paducah for the 4th weekend and celebrate my son's 3rd birthday with Philip's family, and then a couple of weeks later we are going to celebrate his birthday with my family. (my grandparents will be here from florida so they want to celebrate) Jeffrey won't mind I don't think. Ok, to whomever reads this, my husband and I really need some prayers. We are in some financial trouble (we have been in worse, but it is bad enough) and it seems like every time we take a step forward we have to take 2 steps back...it is getting so frustrating! I'm not going to be able to give my son the kind of birthday I wanted to give him...we are going to get him a tricycle and that's about it. I just feel so low about money right now...and it is so hard to stay positive. Any prayers would be greatly appreciated! Current Mood: worried Current Music: veggie tales (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
7:05 pm	excitment... Well, we had some excitement yesterday...I get a call at work about 10:15...apparently a kid at my son's daycare pushed him off of a bench (they were coloring at a table) and Jeffrey hit his chin on the table...and yep, you guessed it...his teeth pretty much went right through his lip. We went to the emergency room, but thankfully he didn't need stitches (only took $100 for the ER doctor to tell me that...arg) So I'm thankful that Jeffrey is ok, but now I feel like we pretty much wasted that money...since he didn't get anything from the doctor. That is so aggravating. I hate money, and my husband and I are trying to get out of debt and it seems like the harder we try something else happens. I'm so tired of having to struggle to make ends meet. I'm hoping for the light at the end of the tunnel, but so far all I see is darkness. How depressing. Current Mood: depressed (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
7:04 pm	sick My husband and I have been sick all day today and all day yesterday-thankfully my son is healthy!! It must be some kind of virus or something-I just ate some toast and it is the only think I've eaten since yesterday morning. I'm hoping it stays down. :( Nothing exciting has been going on. We went to Paducah over the weekend to visit Philip's parents. It was a good and mostly relaxing weekend. I've been starting to plan for my son's third birthday-I can't believe he is almost 3!!! Anyway, I will post more later. Current Mood: nauseated Current Music: spiderman on tv (Comment on this)
Monday, May 23rd, 2005
8:07 pm	friday night fun Ok, Friday night I had my orientation for my new job. There are 9 of us hired to start teaching in Nashville with this particular company. I start mid to late August, which is fine. I am so excited about starting though! Anyway, after orientation we all went downtown for awhile. My boss is so cool! We were just laughing and hanging out and I didn't get home til almost 1:30am. I haven't been out that late since I was in college! It was kinda nice! Anyway, I am just ready for August to hit so I can start teaching! There is a possibility of moving to Columbus Ohio for this job as well...I'm going to have to pray about it and see what God wants me to do...if it was up to just me I'd probably already be there! I am just so thankful I am getting out of my bad job situation in about 2 1/2 months. GOD IS SO GOOD!!! :D Current Music: whose line is it anyway? (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 19th, 2005
5:22 pm	it's official... I have the job...100%. I find out tomorrow night when I start. I am sooooo excited!! I'm actually putting my 4 years of college to good use!! For those who don't know, I'm going to be teaching music lessons to people from ages 3-adult on pretty much whatever they want to do. I'm getting training for Suzuki so I will be able to teach that as well. I can't wait!! :) Current Mood: bored Current Music: winnie the pooh (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
10:45 pm	I have a new job!!!! YAY ME!!!  I had an interview tonight for a job teaching music lessons-Shana, you probably remember me talking about this-I went to Columbus Ohio for an interview 2 years ago and didn't get the job...well, they are hiring for their Nashville location and I got hired. :) I will be teaching lessons to kids in their homes full time. I can't wait to get started. I was told I would get an email this week telling me when I start. I wish I could start on Monday!! I am so thrilled to actually be doing something that I went to school for. Now I can put my Bachelor's of Music degree to good use!! Praise God for today, and for giving me the opportunity to get out of a really bad working enviroment to doing something I want to do. YAY!!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Sleepless in Seattle soundtrack (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
4:35 pm	long time no say... I have been really busy, which is why I haven't been posting lately. I do have some news though, but you all who read my journal will have to be in suspense until tomorrow night. :P I just don't want to get my hopes up. Anyway, just wanted everyone to know that yes, I am still alive and I will post more later! Current Mood: anxious (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 8th, 2005
7:37 am	HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all of the mothers out there!!!  I hope everyone has a wonderful day today, and can spend some time with mom!!! :) Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Jonah (veggie tales movie) (Comment on this)